Soo i finally got busy and started cleaning my room and such after my guest from JPN left. I was able to get my act together and was lucky enough to cover ppl's shifts! :) yayyyy extra money to pay off my bills and such.
I get bored @ night a lot now so I spend my time watching tv on hulu and dvds. Just saw Bounty Hunter it was real cute... caught up on the All-star game. Whattt else... thats about it. Ohhh yeah I've been suffering wayyyy awful acne and im not even on it. I think its cuz I swictched to powder foundation and so I backed off to tinted moisteriser. (sp..). Yup!
I can't wait to get my own place... I've been dreaming about how I wanna lay out my own place! :) Freaakin Ikea catalog. LOL
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
BLAH BLAH VLAH
Soooo I haven't had much to write on. I just shopped and shopped. Got lotsa things I needed, bras,sheets and some other things...like those damn make-up brushes that Sephora hasn't sent yet... BASTARDS. I had to go major bitch on them.
XD.
WHat else.... I've been bored as fuck...... yup
OHHHH @gottalovelife
i finished betrayed :)
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Broke the fast
damn today of all days my dad wanted Mickey D’s for fathers day. I ate the grilled chicken sandwhich and now i feel awful. I’m not surprised. I’m pretty sure it was the french fries that did it. I’m just laying low until I feel better. I can’t wait until this coming Weds. to have food with great people and drinks! I cannot wait!!! :) I’m so figgin excited to just catch up. Tee Hee!!!
<3
Well, now I can see why my health prof. from this past semester Mcd’s was gross. Oh well, I’m making better food choices now so thats a start :)
Monday, May 24, 2010
postive reinforcement
So I finished my hectic ass semester at DH. Thankgod!!! I 'm just worried cuz the grades haven't been posted yet. I know for sure I for one A and one B-. But I'm not sure about the other classes.
Now I can concentrate on Elco... passing my friggin Anatomy Physio class.
Girls night out tonite~ :)
I'm excited for summer~~ wanna go to the beach,maybe a club~ for sure a BBQ party at my place. TONS and TONS of shit....since I ain't on the "chain gang" anymore~~~~ :p
Yup thats about it.
Now I can concentrate on Elco... passing my friggin Anatomy Physio class.
Girls night out tonite~ :)
I'm excited for summer~~ wanna go to the beach,maybe a club~ for sure a BBQ party at my place. TONS and TONS of shit....since I ain't on the "chain gang" anymore~~~~ :p
Yup thats about it.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
haven't written in a while
like a couple months? besides school. ive been lazy lazy lazy. thats the only relevant excuse i have. yup. oh and since i'm working that takes up some time. but thats it.
i haven't been able to do too much..because its school,other school on days off its work go home. but im hopefully going to get lucky and actually hangout with a friend or two soon!!!
i need a breath of fresh air. i can't be cooped up inside my dark ass house the whole day. its kinda funny i went outside last time and i was like.. ohhh its soo nice and sunny out!! only reason i didn't know was because in my dark room. hahaha.
im gonna try my hardest to start exercising me. i have literally gained soo much weight its no funny anymore. atleast im not going on my eating binges at night anymore! thank god. and i haven't had anything to eat 2 hours prior,now i just gotta get my sleepin habit in order for sunday nites and tues nites for now... i can barely wake-up for my reg. class. oh wellzo. in due time ill get at it.
thats it for now~
i haven't been able to do too much..because its school,other school on days off its work go home. but im hopefully going to get lucky and actually hangout with a friend or two soon!!!
i need a breath of fresh air. i can't be cooped up inside my dark ass house the whole day. its kinda funny i went outside last time and i was like.. ohhh its soo nice and sunny out!! only reason i didn't know was because in my dark room. hahaha.
im gonna try my hardest to start exercising me. i have literally gained soo much weight its no funny anymore. atleast im not going on my eating binges at night anymore! thank god. and i haven't had anything to eat 2 hours prior,now i just gotta get my sleepin habit in order for sunday nites and tues nites for now... i can barely wake-up for my reg. class. oh wellzo. in due time ill get at it.
thats it for now~
Friday, February 12, 2010
fucking shit
i cant fuckin believe that the times tht i actually mess up in life. it feels like alll the world comes down on me. i knw im not the best at taking constructive critisizm but,i cant handle 3 different people yelling at me for the mistake i made today. it was a small mistake. (getting lost in a bad part of town, but i made it home okay) and i learned and i made sure ill never do it again. its like i do things right most of the time and i never recieve postive things said to me. and when i do things right its oh good job every now and then. then when i reallly mess up a lot of ppl call me on my mistakes. i knw i need to work on my confidence issues and being such a fuckin pushoverbut fuck some postive reinforcement is needed,with any person--kids,adults we are all the same. im sick of acting ,trying to be the strong one and when it comes down to it i don't have any balls NONE. ive been told to WALK the WALK for a while now. i feel like im trying but i guess it aint enough, i guess i have to be more AT HOME have no life. u knw? fuk. i cant wait to get my own life. i just need a break.
since music is such a great venter - and i cant scream since theres company-
LINKIN PARK album minutes to midnight.
just trying to MOVE foward.
since music is such a great venter - and i cant scream since theres company-
LINKIN PARK album minutes to midnight.
just trying to MOVE foward.
Monday, February 8, 2010
learning is a powerful thing! - LONG LONG entry!
so its the 3rd week of classes! (pretty quick~) lets see. soo my classes are pretty cool. my behavior modification class is friggin sweet!
we get to modify someones behavior. so i went asking and i finally got my neighbor to say yes! imm gunna modify her eating behavior- (for confidentiallity..imma call her Amie) amie works a lot,so she can't or doesnt have a set schedule for eating at all. which is numb one unhealthy and two makes her body crave stuff when she shldn;t. but amie thinks she eats too much. amie's family members and i don't agree. so im tryin to get amie to eat breakfast and lunch at a set time. or try to , and will reward her in someway to increase it.
basically its more intresting for me to learn material if i do something then read about it.
and for stats in kines..its just statistics in kines. its not hard,just the reading and examples have to be in depth so its like a higher thinking thing. and i have the same professor for a online/discussion thing called technology in kines,its just applying technology to kinesiology. which sounds boring,but its cool.
sports psych is my last class at dh (then its elco all days ^_^) well tht class is like the one at elco,but its not really like sports..hmm its like, applied so u can use it even if ur not a athlete --like me! it helps with ur inner training like the way u thin of things. personally i tht it was fasinating! its like if a person is egositic and is very emotional u can apply it to ,thinking task oriented! its a logical basis for many things!
what else,oh yeah so my week is pretttyy nice~~cuz i have no class tmrw nd tues. and chill day ( still gotta do online hw) but anywhoo.. and then just read for sports psych and my other classes. tmrw i make crepes and food for my family friend,he seems so lonely after his wife passed.it just urks the fuk outta me tht his child doesnt see tht the father is lonely. but then again i cant see the other side of the childs point of view so i cant really say..... anyway so crepes and movies with a buddy. and thursday~ karaoke with melly and mary ann!!
:) YAYS!!!!!!!!! effing awesome!!!! and we get to "purchase!" our friggin transcripts from elco. and then on friday i meet r's friend at dh to give him a tour at dh. :) yep yep! so its pretty packed WHICH I LOVE. its better then being a hermit and doing my normal, facebook,youtube,hulu,blogger,tvonline thing. i need some actual person contact haha. im so thankful i get invited out! :) LUV YA BESITES! im so grateful to have such wonderful besties. the ones i can go crazy at fukkk arnd nd they wont care,the ones i can be my dark and twisty self around and i knw they will help me outta my hole. yup! just waiting for my crush to tap into my head :) haha okay enuf of tht stuff. yup. welp~ thts it. thnx for reading.
we get to modify someones behavior. so i went asking and i finally got my neighbor to say yes! imm gunna modify her eating behavior- (for confidentiallity..imma call her Amie) amie works a lot,so she can't or doesnt have a set schedule for eating at all. which is numb one unhealthy and two makes her body crave stuff when she shldn;t. but amie thinks she eats too much. amie's family members and i don't agree. so im tryin to get amie to eat breakfast and lunch at a set time. or try to , and will reward her in someway to increase it.
basically its more intresting for me to learn material if i do something then read about it.
and for stats in kines..its just statistics in kines. its not hard,just the reading and examples have to be in depth so its like a higher thinking thing. and i have the same professor for a online/discussion thing called technology in kines,its just applying technology to kinesiology. which sounds boring,but its cool.
sports psych is my last class at dh (then its elco all days ^_^) well tht class is like the one at elco,but its not really like sports..hmm its like, applied so u can use it even if ur not a athlete --like me! it helps with ur inner training like the way u thin of things. personally i tht it was fasinating! its like if a person is egositic and is very emotional u can apply it to ,thinking task oriented! its a logical basis for many things!
what else,oh yeah so my week is pretttyy nice~~cuz i have no class tmrw nd tues. and chill day ( still gotta do online hw) but anywhoo.. and then just read for sports psych and my other classes. tmrw i make crepes and food for my family friend,he seems so lonely after his wife passed.it just urks the fuk outta me tht his child doesnt see tht the father is lonely. but then again i cant see the other side of the childs point of view so i cant really say..... anyway so crepes and movies with a buddy. and thursday~ karaoke with melly and mary ann!!
:) YAYS!!!!!!!!! effing awesome!!!! and we get to "purchase!" our friggin transcripts from elco. and then on friday i meet r's friend at dh to give him a tour at dh. :) yep yep! so its pretty packed WHICH I LOVE. its better then being a hermit and doing my normal, facebook,youtube,hulu,blogger,tvonline thing. i need some actual person contact haha. im so thankful i get invited out! :) LUV YA BESITES! im so grateful to have such wonderful besties. the ones i can go crazy at fukkk arnd nd they wont care,the ones i can be my dark and twisty self around and i knw they will help me outta my hole. yup! just waiting for my crush to tap into my head :) haha okay enuf of tht stuff. yup. welp~ thts it. thnx for reading.
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