i cant fuckin believe that the times tht i actually mess up in life. it feels like alll the world comes down on me. i knw im not the best at taking constructive critisizm but,i cant handle 3 different people yelling at me for the mistake i made today. it was a small mistake. (getting lost in a bad part of town, but i made it home okay) and i learned and i made sure ill never do it again. its like i do things right most of the time and i never recieve postive things said to me. and when i do things right its oh good job every now and then. then when i reallly mess up a lot of ppl call me on my mistakes. i knw i need to work on my confidence issues and being such a fuckin pushoverbut fuck some postive reinforcement is needed,with any person--kids,adults we are all the same. im sick of acting ,trying to be the strong one and when it comes down to it i don't have any balls NONE. ive been told to WALK the WALK for a while now. i feel like im trying but i guess it aint enough, i guess i have to be more AT HOME have no life. u knw? fuk. i cant wait to get my own life. i just need a break.
since music is such a great venter - and i cant scream since theres company-
LINKIN PARK album minutes to midnight.
just trying to MOVE foward.
